( Okay, so it's technically not HIS car... )

I pretend and pray it all away
searching for a place to hide
But I don't need to pretend memories to fade
I just wanna feel something real inside

( It's always worse in his dreams. )

Could you control me if you tried // Cause you and I we may feel surprised
To cry out loud just one more time // Cause you're just another part of me
Somehow I know you still believe // You could control me if you tried
Sorry... Wrong Trajectory - Flickerstick (lyrics)

Basically the connecting piece between this and this.

( For being discovered trying to kill someone, sex with a hot guy who knows what he's doing isn't a bad ending. )

((Which basically happens after this, and I maaay have stolen Barney without permission. But the scene was going around my head, and I had to write it down.))

( They slept together that night. )

"Haec credam a deo pio, a deo justo, a deo scito? Cruciatus in crucem. Tuus in terra servus, nuntius fui; officium perfeci. Cruciatus in crucem. Eas in crucem."--President Josiah Bartlet, The West Wing, "Two Cathedrals"
translation here

( Daniel's family, from what Billy had heard, was absolutely furious at the fact that they had been initially denied a traditional religious service on the grounds that it was a suicide. )

( Because let's face it, the mental image of Billy shopping for lingerie makes you laugh, too. )